Hello, people. I am Sahil. I am currently living in Mumbai in a shared apartment with my roommate Raj. We both doing our engineering from different colleges in Mumbai. This story is based on my and my roommate’s real life experience. Which is how I am engaged in a sexual relationship with Raj. Let us start with the introduction.
Introduction: Sahil. The author of the story. I am 24 years old. Since I was at 14 I have a very strange fantasy of Crossdressing as a beautiful girl. Whenever I was alone at my home, I used to wear my sister’s lingerie, clothes. I am not much-socialized person hence I was not attending functions of relatives and rather preferring to stay at home alone.
Those are my golden days to explore my fantasies of cross-dressing. I used to wear my sister’s bra, panty, pantyhose, saree etc. I also wear makeup and put long hair wig. I have learned to wear sarees from the Youtube videos and makeups. Those days I wore it whole day and night pretending to be a beautiful girl in the house.
When I got the admission in one of college in Mumbai, I was shifted here with Raj as a roommate. As I was shifted Mumbai, now I have no privilege to use my sister’s clothes. Hence, initially, I have purchased my own bra, panties etc from the online sellers. Gradually I have purchased my own set of ladies’ items like hair wig, lipstick, bangles, saree, nighty etc.
I use the same to become a girl in my apartment whenever Raj is not at home or whenever he is visiting his Hometown. Raj doesn’t know about all stuff I have since I moved in. Raj: Raj is 26 and living in Mumbai since a year ago when I moved in. He has an athlete and strong body. He is kind of Intimidating. The only habit Raj has is he is a bit alcoholic.
He has a group of college friends who are rich and having late night parties. Raj also involved in this group and become alcoholic. But Raj could not be able to handle alcohol much and ended up throwing up it usually.
Also since this much consumption of alcohol daily basis, he would not be able to remember anything on next day that what was happened last night or where was he or where were they go for such parties. He came home late in the same situation and after having some dramatic conversation with me slept the whole night and forgot everything in the morning even the talk we had.
The other reason why he becomes so much alcoholic was his bad break up with his girlfriend. Sometimes, after coming home he tends to imagine me as a girlfriend and starts arguing with me about his issues with her. Many times, in the frustration he even hit me also.
Main Part of the story: I was always fascinated about reading crossdressing stories at such time and read the experience of the people involved in such fantasies. Apart from the fantasy of being a beautiful girl, I also have other fantasy of being a slave to other person and completely obey their orders. I like to be the cross-dresser for such person and give up my control to him.
It is fascinating to allow him to use me as his sex slave and give me all the pain he wants. Once, when Raj is gone with his group for the whole day I have a chance to become a girl for a whole day and explore my feminine side. I can be like a girl and do the normal stuff a girl can do for the whole day. Hence, I was going to prepare for such time.
That day I had taken a hot bath and remove my body hair even on the genital area. After such removal, my whole body become smooth like a girl. I have started with the clothes which I have bought and wear all those clothes one by one. Firstly, I put my bra and panty. The silk of the bra and panty made excited. Then I put on blouse and saree and become a beautiful girl.
Then I did my makeup and put my long hair wig. The smell of the hair made me crazy. My dick becomes rock-hard with its smell. I also wore lipstick, the red one to suite it with my other ornaments. I had spent my entire evening in my feminine avatar. On that day, I have done the stuff like cleaning house, making dinner for myself etc. which usually girls are doing.
I then had my dinner watching Saas-Bahu serials. At the time around 9:30 p.m. I became exhausted with the weight of that Saree and other ornaments, hence I decided to put on my Sexy nighty which I have purchased from online. It feels like I was some kind of whore who came to that apartment to please the man.
As Raj never ever came before 1 O’clock as per his regular schedule, I have plenty of time to remain in my feminine avatar. At around 10:15 p.m., when I was watching the TV, someone has entered the apartment keys and suddenly enters in the room. He was Raj. I was terrified and I was not even being able to think what was going on.
Raj came in the room in his usual situation, totally drunk, having no idea whether it is his apartment or someone else. But that day, he had seen me in my nighty half naked as the night was covering only up to my hips. I was totally in the shock. Raj was staring at me like a wild animal who has not eaten for like a month and searching for the meat desperately.
I was so much ashamed in front of him and feel shy. I was about to cry and suddenly he said: “Nisha, you are back?”. Nisha was ex- girlfriend. Looking at me in a sexy nighty and hallucinating about his girlfriend, he seems happy and trying to hug me and kiss me. “Nisha, I love you. I can’t believe you back. Please don’t leave me. I so sorry. Please don’t leave me” he said.
I was in a shock and bit of confused on the situation. He continuously trying to kiss me but I resisted and push him back. I said, “I am not Nisha, please leave me.” But my efforts were meaningless. He was a quite huge and three times stronger than me. I could not be able to defend myself. He forcefully kissed my lips.
In the situation where there was a smooth skin girl in a sexy nighty showing her assets can’t be resisted by a sober person also and yet he was totally drunk. He throws me towards the wall and again forcefully trying to bite my lips and inserting his tongue in my mouth. I can smell the alcohol through his mouth.
He has held my hands with a great grip behind my back so that I can’t move. One can imagine the situation where the love of their life come back to them and they don’t want to lose them again. Those feel of Raj has trapped me in his arms. I was terrified with the gesture of Raj and his continuous mouth fucking with his lips.
Then he started to remove my panty or else I could say almost tore it. Sensing the situation, I had made my strong defense to push him away and made myself free from his arms. I punched him in his face and ran to my room as fast as I could. He fell down on the chair beside him and might be lost his conscious, though not because of my smooth handed punch but because of the alcohol.
Next morning, I was not in a situation to confront him or tell him about my whole cross-dressing fantasy. I was in the room the whole day thinking about the humiliation I was gone through. Of course, I have a fantasy of being control by the other person in bed in with my crossdressing but that night is a horrifying experience for me.
I have not plan to face him for next few days but suddenly my door knocked by him asking me to come out to talk with him. I was afraid to face him that I have to. I open the door and came outside. My eyes not even looking to him in the feel of ashamed of myself.
I was about to say him sorry and suddenly he said he has some assignment to do with their college friends and for that he has to go out of town for 2 days. Listening to this I was confused why he was acting like this like nothing happened. He said, “Are you Okay, Sahil??” I said “Yeah, everything is fine. You go. Don’t worry”. He then leaves with his bags probably his clothes in it.
I was shocked and confused. But then I realized that he never remembered whatever happened last night because of his drinking habits. Now I felt relaxed. He didn’t remember the last night. Next two days, I was thinking about the night. His forceful kisses on my lips and that biting on my lips. His tongue in my mouth.
I was thinking the whole time about his domination upon me and to do all the things he wanted to with his girlfriend. Truly the whole experience is terrifying but this is the same fantasy I was a dream about since I was 14.
Maybe the situation made me not to do such things and defend myself from his strong grip. I was a dream about it all day or night. It also made me excited and I couldn’t resist myself to masturbate.
To Be Continued…